I am still working on getting my first apartment. and i am hoping to have it within three to six months. and i would like to have my space back. and do all the things i want to do. and not to have rules, staying with my aunt is a blessing, but one thing she asked me to do is to follow her rules while I am staying with her. and i need to. Anyways I am working as hard as i can to get the money i need to get my apartment. and it will take time. I am trying a new approach of reaching to my goal lines to get my apartment. It would be nice to have my space again and be on my own again. I am working very hard. the one thing I need to really work on is to not go shopping much. I need to cut down on that. and i am okay so far. i still have two more weeks before i get paid again. and keep building on it. to go faster. I am excited about this. I love it when i suprise myself. and i even love suprises too. I need to relax and see how things go. there are times when i do want to rush into it. But it doesn't work that way. i know it sucks sometimes but i just need to be patient. thats all.
kylene
